Like a star without its dreams.

I’ve slowly lost to you. See I’ve have been swimming in this river when the water is drowning my way of thinking and slowing my moves. This is the clash between my thoughts and me; not the tide distressing my bones. Oh the fight between my feelings and me has turned to me taking deep breaths. I can't seem to even ponder the reality. Desperately I'll wait till the words flow out of your mouth, when my lungs beg for air. This is where everything is left to sink, oh lets watch them struggle, lets watch them slow. Right here in the pitiful river of broken hearts, dampening this soul. Just doing more damage then it has too, pulling down my chest till I find the bottom of deepened love in the banks of despair. Now it doesn’t matter how much I cared, realizing when we stopped talking about forever, oh promise me our lips will never let us speak of forever again.

Let me drown.

Note: You wonder why I have no trust.

Dear Time,

Pleas stop. I’m running out of you all together in ever-individual way and place in my life.

Dear Change,

I’m really tired of you changing everything and everyone around me, stop changing everything pleas.

Dear Everyone,

I'm sorry for everything i've done.

P.S Wrong would be a word to add in to this mess.