Like a star without its dreams.

Lets go down to where the lights fade and the world is gone. I want to see something you could never imagine, lets create a world you could never imagine. Imagine something beautiful. Neon lights and streetlights with a gaze and hints of things you want to see. A secrete hidden; safe beneath lips, doesn’t exist. Standing in between stars and moons I know such place doesn’t exists but there is a difference and you look down on me and reach. Standing in front of a sign that reads don’t walk, so we’ll get nowhere at all or break that law. I'm not sure witch would be beter any way.  I’m wearing your jacket because I love the way it feels on the surface of my skin, I love the fragrance in the hood where your shampoo gives off a scent I never could of smelled before. I hold a flag in my dreams and I go down, down, down. You don’t understand this at all. Yet, I can’t get enough. Let me ramble a story line and you write the story, let me go on about nights I remember in a daze but let you try and figure them out. My memories are hazy my world is new; I want to be next to you. Lets move on with this great way. This probably won’t make much scene at all. As the line says, “perfection ain’t perfect” So lets live our lies sane and insane, now that isn’t perfect at all. You aren’t perfect, neither am I.

The pleasures that you once put on self-defining hearts. Oh how I hate that this could be the end but I would be lying if I said there could never be an end. Oh what would love be with out the knife? Drowning every word, intimidating every move, threatening every sound. Hearts sitting on the banks of shallow shores with the love you'd never know, with the scents you could never comprehend. The same as you are, there is no shame, as the hearts sink with what it seems no love? As they lay at the bottom of the pity shore
Good luck where I've failed, love would be a start including the words in this ongoing love affair. My problem is I'm never critical enough to yell your name; your problem is your never content enough to drown in your happiness. Oh god how was this worth it?
Holding back shameless tiers will never hurt so much when abandoned hearts will sing tonight. I always thought the sound of hearts breaking was hushed by the fingers of god
but I guess what they say is true  “If your heart were broken you'd be dead.”

For some, music is not just a pastime,
It's an undeniable fact of living,
A blissful slavery of mind, body and soul.
To rise above the ashes of mediocrity is rare,
Yet the gift of song is freely handed out to anyone who cares to receive it,
Instantly shattering our daily drudgery.

The path to pursue more than the usual,
More than what is safe and known,
Is wrought with time-sharpened jagged blades that cut deep,
Blocking many from the road to something greater,
Beyond the stunted imagination of their peers.

Within the veins of few,
Passion fills every sinew with a sweet unquenchable purpose,
Calming the fear of those treacherous paths.
Though each slice burns and bleeds,
Still they take each cut,
And wear the scares with pride to signal their choice,
That undying pursuit is greater joy within every chord.

And so they say- Watch me Bleed

 

--Hanson

While our minds are wallowing in panic, I hope this is going to be just fine but there is know security and certainly there is no hope. The most light I can see is the outline beaming from the edges of the over shuttered windows. I can see the sketch of your face and the detailed way you move your way past the dust. When my lungs are heaving in this new way; every move that is made from your feelings has driven tension through my veins. This is when the uneasy feeling sets in, when my heart beats faster, when I can hardly understand which set of feelings should I feel, this is sinking in.
Your breathing has washed over me, I’m done fighting its pull; I’m done fighting you. You’ve placed me on the borders of something new. This is new.
When I hear something so shallow leave your sound. When collapsing lungs need breathing I’m gradually opening my mouth begging myself to say something profound but I feel as though my throat is blocking this way. This has to be just revenge. Now I’m in between you and this feeling. Destroy this sense of pain in this clouded scene.

I'm lost at sea,
the radio is jamming but they wont find me,
I swear its for the best
and then your frequency is pulling me in closer
til I'm home.

And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
and then I lost my way.
I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home.

And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know.
But I won't let this get me I will fight.
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is watch the sky.

This room's too small, it's only getting smaller
I'm against the wall, I'm slowly getting taller here in Wonderland.
This guilt feels so familiar and I'm home.

And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know.
But I won't let this get me I will fight.
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is watch the sky,
somedays all I do is watch the sky.

I think I, I could use a little break, today was a good day.
I think I, I could use a little break, today was a good day.
It's a deep sea on which I'm floating. Still I sink to think that i must...

crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know.
When you can't bear to carry me I'll fight.
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is watch the sky,
today was a good day, today was a good day.

-- Something Corporate

Sunsets casting shadows in between the shallow branches. Looking in your open window, Looking out to the silenced moon. I surrender my thoughts and my words to you. As I feel, everything but all right. These are the reasons why I always whisper, these are the words I wish I never held so secret. Can I stutter them free? Even though there are always words I wish I never said, I regret saying them all.

You've got me sitting here while the sounds of your latest tunes swim through my ear. Heart grabbing; Head shaking, Spine chilling way to get my attention. Oh you've succeeded, so you can sleep well tonight, Sleep well tonight. What a shame, you can't sit here and enjoy this fine moment while it last. You’ve got me sitting on a bench while the winter air chills our breath. As snows glittering our covered heads. Oh I'm going through our memories of forever.

It must have been long enough to forget when I saw you last smile, when I could feel, when I felt butterfly fill the air that is left in me. You've got me wishing that these were never just a bunch of innocent memories.

Lets let them free.

Oh my goodness. Ok so yeah it was amazing! Like way amazing! I saw The Spill Canvas who was awesome even with out their drummer, Plain white Tee's (I got a drumstick and Tom with an x in the o signed it.) Then Ok Go witch was so good! Seriously one of the best, Then Motion City soundtrack! They were all so good! It kicked. This was seriously awesome! I was small so I kept getting pushed away but you know I got up far!! People were so nice, I lost a shoe and one girl is like "are you ok?" It was really cool. It was so hott too. Gosh it was good though!! Anyone who ever has a chance to go see them go!

 

Best concert I've been to so far.