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February 11, 2006

So long.

I am sitting here and as I sit, I think, and when I think my thoughts soon turn to motives, their sketched in my mind then thrown away. Lately that's just the case, your getting through this place deep inside my head eating away at my heart and my lungs getting through to my brain and then suddenly your gone. Why do you have to leave me to fall? Help, is something you might want to call, even when you don't care. You got to care; deep down you got to care. I am going on with the reasons for living, the reasons for breathing. There is only 150 kids that can fill this space in my heart and make it whole. Please make it whole. Its hard to breath, I catch myself at lose of breath and sinking depressions. No pills, no blood, no razors…no need for simple things just to break. You have full control so take my thoughts and my silly motives and put them to good…I can't leave here, I can't leave this home. You are the reasons.

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Tags: bye, hearts, hope, love, pain, school, words

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Posted on 02/11/2006 8:58 AM Comments (2)

February 7, 2006

Things of what I got to say this past week.

No, nothing profound or meaningful.

- boys suck.
- I love chocolate .
- Your all I think about, except I’m kidding.
- EMO music is all I listen to.
- You have got nothing on me.
- I hate that I’m not even listening to myself.
- I like to eat out?
- Trojan hahahaha.
- Green Tea is amazing.
- Cameras, iPods, pearls, love, They all hate me.
- Hot showers are nice.
- Florida Writes isn’t so bad.
- I don’t care.
- I really don’t care.

- Yeah I care. lol
- Say that to your girlfriend mister!
- I like sunsets, when I get to see the last bit of color the days got to offer before it all turns black and white…I put that in my essay for Florida Writes.
- You’re all I got before I fade away.
- Seriously don’t speak.
- I can’t find the words.
- You are amazing.
- Headphones work.
- Retard!
- Lyrics are my freakin life, and I can’t help but not hate it.
- Sugar Apple.
- Coffee is what I am craving.
- Presents are what I have to get.
- Mmm.
- Chilly it is outside.
- You are the best!
- Goodness gracias your mean.
- Hold hands, or I’ll make you.
- Can we just be friends? Nope.