Like a star without its dreams.

Tired of messages about summer I can’t stand the sun, no more scenes to see I like the fall much better. I was in denial and now I’m just in shock and I like to see you leave but I’m just a liar and you’re just her truth waiting to see me go. “Things won’t ever be the same” you said to my convincing ears in an interesting conversation and I sunk right in. I went down to a low and I seem to have lost the strength to go, and your words brought me down to this place. To this place I can’t wake from and this nightmare I can’t seem to lose with this terrible sound I can’t seem to shake and I’m falling faster then I ever had before. I need to find a new home and I knew place where I belong because goodbye just hurts to much and begging’s scare me to the bone and I’m finding a chariot and a ride and a flight cause flying makes me feel like I can finally be free please let me know that this wont be as hard as your lips tell me. Is this the truth because that’s all I wanted was the truth, please, please tell me this is going to be right and I can let go but letting go means letting go of you and I’m not strong enough to let you go. Let me get away.  A Chariot, a ride, and a flight.